Sometimes You Are Just Meant To Hurt
And the hardest part about your pain, will be the search for why it’s happening.
By Kendra Syrdal
I wish I could guarantee that you would never hurt. I wish I could say that everything would always be comfortable and happy and that your dreams would always be peaceful and sweet. I wish I could fill your head with promises of smooth sailing and that I could assure you that everything really does work out in the end.
But I can’t. And it doesn’t.
Because promises that everything will be all right are empty and unrealistic.
The fact of the matter is, you will hurt, you won’t be all right all of the time. Someone or something will come around and knock you off your comfort shelf, and shatter you in every way imaginable. You will be broken, and broken badly.
And the hardest part about your pain, will be the search for why it’s happening.
You’ll look for meaning, you’ll look for a reason. You’ll put yourself under a metaphorical microscope and dissect every inch of yourself, looking for the cause, for the root of your pain. You’ll rip apart everything that happened to you, pull out every stitch from mending yourself to try to have a definite why.
